Friday, May 24, 2019

Slacker. Am I really?

I really do feel like a slacker, but I am not necessarily slacking. I just feel like everyone else has it all on the ball and I'm just trudging along on my own little path to nowhere.

I'm turning 41 in 1 week and 1 day. I'm excited for my birthday. 41 doesn't seem daunting, or uninvited, it's just arriving, and I'm good with that. I've been, as I seem to always be, re-evaluating what is important and what has value in my life.

I think I am a collector of stuff (physical stuff, I mean I have a lot. AND for those of you Mari Kondoing your stuff- understand that I like what I have, it brings me joy, except my hair, I want it gone, because it drives me nuts- but I digress)... rather than a collector of goals. I need some new goals, I feel very much like I NEED to be doing something but I have no idea what that ought to be.

Yes I have a job at a gift shop, and yes I still do my graphics, and yes I am part owner of a vending machine company... so I have a lot on the go, but I guess nothing is bringing me great joy... accept the idea of going back to Uganda in 2020. That has me excited... but I also know, until I buy my ticket I will not get too serious about it.  So until those tickets are bought, and it is set in stone... I feel like I'm floating around doing everyone else's work but my own. Helping other's achieve their goals, when in reality I need some of my own. AND I hope that the people I have been helping to achieve their goals will get on board with me to help me achieve mine.

What are your goals? Do you constantly re-evaluate and edit? I can't be the only one who feels like they are slacking in their own life, on their own personal goals, can I? How do you stay focused? How do you make sure your goals are so glittery that you just can't help but focus on them?

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M.


On another note, here is a print from Nash and I :) you can find all of our Pup friendly prints at our HavaNash + Co Etsy Shop. 

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2019 © LOSTBUMBLEBEE MDBN HAVANASH + CO Printable
Personal Use only. Find more Pup Prints at HavaNash + Co 


Monday, April 15, 2019

Take a little less, Give a little more.



Last night we went to a concert, Tim and the Glory Boys. They are a little hillbilly, bluegrass, folksy... all of which I love. We had a great time. One of their missions in their concerts is to bring awareness to the plight of the orphan and refugee children, oh my heart. They speak my language.



My hubby and I have been talking a lot lately about budgets and what we are planning, thinking retirement (we've got 20 years- but no time like the present to plan for a good one). With all of the budgeting talk, and looking over our finances... it's apparent that we've fallen into this consumer world quite quickly. We've only been home from Vietnam for a year, and already we can see just how consumer driven our society is, and sadly, we have fallen into it.



We are not in debt, (thank goodness for Dave Ramsey's Financial Peace course that changed out lives) but many people are. Although we are not in debt, we have not been budgeting like we used to, not telling our money where to go... instead just watching it fly on our the window.... on stupid stuff like coffee, lunch out, the dog (I spoil him, it's me, not him ;).



With all of these budgeting, giving, saving, retirement,  thoughts at the forefront of our conversations - it's no wonder this lyric struck me to the core... Take a little less, give a little more.



The Hubby and I are in the talks to planning our next trip back to Uganda to serve... in order for us to do that, we need to Take a little less, and give a little more, in everything.



This is my motto for the year... This is my heart. Of course I will need constant reminders... no matter how hard we try sometimes, we still forget.



This print is for me, it's my reminder... but if your heart is to take less, and give more, then this one is for you too!



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M.










LostBumblebee ©2019 MDBN Take a little less, Give a little more | Free Printable personal use only #queenoffreeprintables #lostbumblebee LostBumblebee
LostBumblebee ©2019 MDBN
Take a little less, Give a little more | Free Printable personal use only


Thursday, February 28, 2019

Motivation.

Is is almost over? winter... maybe, but February is... the sun is shining, and I am going to take my little mutt out for a nice long walk this afternoon. There is nothing like going shack-wacky because you work from home. I look around and there are a million and one things to do and my motivation to do them is zero!

Let's talk motivation for a moment... where does it come from? where do we get it? how do we get it? and can I get some please? I'm not sure you can summons up motivation, I kind of think it's something that hits, but also maybe motivation is birthed in momentum. Does slowly moving forward keep me moving forward? like a snowball effect... tiny little baby steps? Like the beautiful Tanzanian proverb...

"little by little, a little becomes a lot."

Is that how it goes? Is that what becomes motivation, momentum? I'm asking because I don't have the answer, if I had the answer I'd sure as heck share it. We all need it, we all want it, does anyone know where to get it? - asking for a friend. Ya right. I'm asking for me.

What I do know is that one small step forward, is one small step forward. If we take one small step every day we will actually get somewhere. So here is to one small step forward, and believing the Tanzanian proverb... little by little, (little steps, little bits of vegetables, little bits of writing, little bits of time carved out for self care, little bits of exercise, little bits of courage, tiny steps in the direction you want to go)(a little becomes a lot (even though our steps are small, we will reach our goal).

Share the love, little by little!
M.

More inspirational quotes:
Just Brew You :) 
Thursday!
Firework.

LostBumblebee MDBN©2019 Little by Little, Tanzanian Proverb, Free Printable, Home decor, Inspirational Quote, Free for personal use ONLY.
LostBumblebee MDBN©2019
Little by Little, Tanzanian Proverb
Free for personal use ONLY.

Thursday, January 17, 2019

Do over?

Let's just say I need a do over. 2019 started way too fast for me... and I can't quite keep up. Not that I am so busy there is so much to do, but just that I am feeling weird, not like myself, and kinda grumpy. Go figure!

A new year a NEW YOU! nope, new year, same me... Although I have made a conscious decisions to restart today. Yup, on a Thursday, in some obscure week of the year, nothing special about it, just my do over day.

LostBumblebee ©2019 MDBN Nash Brownstone #hava_nash, havanese, puppy
2019- Nash Brownstone... Havanese Puppy-
Look at that face... don't let it fool you...
he's a tiny tyrant at the moment :) 
So, here is to a new year! I'm planning to fill this year with tons of productivity, finish illustrating my second author illustrated book. I cannot wait. I'm hoping to grow our new puppy into a well behaved adult dog- so he can participate in my everyday life at home and abroad. He's 13 weeks people... 13 weeks means he has entered his tweens and is challenging me at every corner... but he's so damned sweet when he wants to be... let's just hope I can convince him he wants to be sweet all of the time. Oh and potty training... it's tough yo! like hard stuff. But he can sit, and lay down, so winning?

All of this to say today is a new day, I am starting over! Every day, every morning is an opportunity to restart, refresh, reconsider, and re do. We are not locked into our past, we are free to make changes, create new spaces, move away and towards new things, challenges... we are the caretakers of our lives... we have the power to change things...

What do you need to start over?
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M.

LostBumblebee©2019 MDBN Every day is a Fresh START! Free printable, inspirational, encouraging, motivating, home decor, PERSONAL USE ONLY.
LostBumblebee©2019 MDBN
Every day is a fresh START! Free printable
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Monday, December 24, 2018

Christmas Eve 2018

Well it's Christmas Eve 2018...and I am not feeling christmassy at all... I keep telling myself, write your list, Missie, you know yourself write your list... and yet I am still sitting here not writing my list.

For those of you who follow along on this blog, you know that yearly I write a list of my expectations of Christmas. I do this because I am, like many of you, extremely nostalgic over the holidays, and when I feel it hasn't met my expectations, there is a big emotional let down, and I feel upset, frustrated, depressed, sorry for myself... and the list goes on.

So this is a reminder to myself, Missie, WRITE YOUR LIST... trust me, write your list... if you need a gentle reminder to write your list to safe guard your heart, then this note is for you too...
Write your list, trust me... write your list.

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M.

And also because I love this print, it is available for sale up on my etsy shop, but today it's here... just for you :)

©LostBumblebee2017 | Free Printable | Christmas | Glory to God | Bible Verse | PERSONAL USE ONLY.
©LostBumblebee 2017 | Free printable | Personal Use Only.
Glory to God | Luke 2:14

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